A Moment of Grace

Ok so recently I have decided that I need to sleep more, and change my sleeping habits. I have absolutely horrible sleeping habits. I either sleep a large amount of sleep, or very little. This I admit is my fault, but I starting to get to the point that I can't help it. I have to go to sleep extremely late, or I have a very difficult time waking up at the time that I need to wake up. Probably makes no sense at all, but that is how my body has apparently been accustomed. I am extremely tired right now. Yet again, my fault. I was up rather late (I am not going to tell you the time.. I might get yelled at eventually.) and now I have the tired eyes syndrome. You don't know what that is? Let me inform you. It is when you have been deprived of sleep and you just want to go to sleep, and close your eyes because you are very groggy and your eyes are just slightly drooped. Might not happen to you, but trust me. It happens to me and it is not fun. I still want to go to sleep, and I have been awake for about 3 hours. Shouldn't morning grouchy-ness be gone by now? Gawd I love being this tired( not really).

My humor is better though, thankfully. Because at this point of exhaustion I am just giggling about anything that can be taken dirty. It might not be amusing to you. But to me, it is hilarious. Which might not be a good thing, but I don't honestly care right now. Even though small things are not that funny to the average person, with my lack of sleep the small things just make me smile and giggle.

Aside from getting sleep I have also decided that I want to change a few things in my life. I feel like an imbecile half the time because I don't know really anything about the news or international news. This information bothers me. I want to be more informed about national and international news. I believe that I'm going to start reading the sites such as BBC and New York Times. Now, I realize that this might not work, but I think I can do it! I had someone ask me about Maine republicans and they tried having a discussion with me about it. And well... honestly I could not say anything really about the whole topic, because I had no clue what recently happened.